interest?

interest?
many people would ask what are u interested in?
well, i always ask myself this question as well.
however, i always end up with the same answer, that is not sure.
i like photography but could that be my interest?
well, just see how far i can go.
everyone must have an aim to strive.
however what is my aim? my goal?
i remembered i was an ambitious guy.
and where's the shadow of that?
though i hate myself of being so.
but that still benefits myself more.
unlike now, caring for others ignoring myself.
how suffering is this could be.
Please be responsible of yourself ( a note for myself)
Do what I am actually like and not following others just to fulfill them.
This is not a person should be because everyone is unique!!