Monday, April 20, 2009

rm2 @ alamanda?


could you believe that i actually bought this @ rm2 at alamanda. i was really shocked when he told me it was rm2. hehe.. but the bad part is i can't get it any more on the other day i went there. These days are really tiring, as for normal days will be working at ikano for earth day carnival. The tiring part is not on the working part. It's actually on the rushing for bus session. Sometimes need to wait for the bus @ 6am and reach home at @ 12 midnight. Tiring but cannot do much thing as well. As for weekend, my sampling job was improved, though the price has risen up and the crowd was lesser. I have no idea why and how did it actually happen. as for last week was a funny case i sold 40 for both days, it was exactly the same. As for this week i sold 54 and 64. why lesser ppl but more sales? my luck coming back? hopefully =)

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

as time goes by

As time goes by many things are changing as well. From freedom to very busy. From sad to normal. From scared to brave. From nothing to something. I will appreciate each and every changes in this journey of life. Life will not be tough if you think it is not. Recently I live with a lonely life-style, sometimes I found it's boring without friends. After few period of time, I actually found that I actually gain something from there. I gain something by not losing. A very beginning, I am not losing my credit for sms-ing. Secondly, I won't feel hurt by whoever have treated me. Though they are still treating me cold, I have chosen to let go everything. I found that previously I put too much effort on the friendships yet end up by hurting myself. I went to ikano for earth day carnival today, I learnt a lot of things. Besides I found that I CAN. I still CAN. I solved each and every mission by my thoughts. Mostly worked smoothly. In the past I cannot climb high or jump too high, there was once I jumped 1.73m for my high jump event. I could actually cross over it, but when i jumped up I found I was too high and got no confident to cross it. The fact that I could actually cross it. I even crossed 1.70m with a lot of spaces. Today I climbed up a very tall ladder, to hang something up to the ceiling which was very tall. I found that I finally overcome this problem. I noticed something from there, which is I should believe in myself and my confident. Don't put high hope on something or someone. It will be not worth in return if get hurt by thinking some wastage. Last but not least, please do save our earth together. Our earth needs help. Support earth day on 22nd april.

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

another training

It's my roommate's birthday. First of all, happy birthday to him. haha 21 years old ad. Wish him all the best. We went to putrajaya to look at the view, but ended up went into the wrong place. haha. However, we were still able to look at the view IF we move the trees into the middle part. haha. It was not a very special one to him (i think) pity him. 21 years old is an important to everyone. I actually didn't really celebrate my birthday every year. Almost every year also got attached by the activities, then many people were like very busy and ignored me. It's hurt, but that's activity meant to be. I gained a lot and of course lost more. I remembered when I first started to busy in activities, I met my first love. I lost her as well, it's hurt. Everything changed. Her birthday fall in april as well. Not sure how's she going on. Then the other day, I went to another product training. This time is nesvita 3 in 1 oat drink. haha. Why both also oat one? funny. The training for this was a bit different from before. This time the speaker was abit fierce. She spoke quite loud. Scary. haha. Luckily she didn't comment me much about my role play. Welcome new life.

Friday, April 03, 2009

april fool


It was about to reach 1st april 2009 which is april fool 09. This year no one fool me. Should that consider a good one to myself? Well, I supposed it is not. I sent few messages to few friends and yet i got few replies only. I wish some of them to reply but they end up choosing to ignore. It was indeed a very sad day to me. However, does that mean that i should reconsider their friendship to me? It is not just only this time but also few times in the past. i am really fed up. I won't really get angry that easily. However, there is a but, i will get disappointed very easily. I can't force them to do what i wish. I guess i should just give up putting my care on them and THANKS a lot for the past. To whom who reply me, I would like to thank you all a lot. I really appreciate it. I told one of friends that, if one day my dream girl fool me on april fool. I would rather pretend to be fooled by her. erm.. but that day seems to be a long way to go.