as time goes by

As time goes by many things are changing as well. From freedom to very busy. From sad to normal. From scared to brave. From nothing to something. I will appreciate each and every changes in this journey of life. Life will not be tough if you think it is not. Recently I live with a lonely life-style, sometimes I found it's boring without friends. After few period of time, I actually found that I actually gain something from there. I gain something by not losing. A very beginning, I am not losing my credit for sms-ing. Secondly, I won't feel hurt by whoever have treated me. Though they are still treating me cold, I have chosen to let go everything. I found that previously I put too much effort on the friendships yet end up by hurting myself. I went to ikano for earth day carnival today, I learnt a lot of things. Besides I found that I CAN. I still CAN. I solved each and every mission by my thoughts. Mostly worked smoothly. In the past I cannot climb high or jump too high, there was once I jumped 1.73m for my high jump event. I could actually cross over it, but when i jumped up I found I was too high and got no confident to cross it. The fact that I could actually cross it. I even crossed 1.70m with a lot of spaces. Today I climbed up a very tall ladder, to hang something up to the ceiling which was very tall. I found that I finally overcome this problem. I noticed something from there, which is I should believe in myself and my confident. Don't put high hope on something or someone. It will be not worth in return if get hurt by thinking some wastage. Last but not least, please do save our earth together. Our earth needs help. Support earth day on 22nd april.