life is just like acting a movie.

after all, i really have no comment on my life.
it's just like movieSSSS...
Many incidents in my life are unexpected..
there are goodS and badS..
however I am grateful of every goodS and badS.
those have really brought me up.
most people who are very close to me know about my family.
In the past i always miss my family and wanted to go home.
however today my family has become mily.
I went back home that day.
my dad asked me to borrow him about 1.5k.
i was like huh?
i am having problem in my life yet you could still ask money from me and give it to OTHER.
Did you know i worked on weekend though i had exam on mon and tue? continuously two weeks.
you knew it, yet you still continue doing so.
on that day, i went back home. i saw my certificate of birth is taken out from my file. ( i used to put it at my file)
The first thing that came to my mind was will i be cursed by OTHER?
later on, i told myself why should i afraid?
I am strong!! OTHER will not knock me down.
I will be like a mirror. whatever OTHER did will be reflected.
so watch out.
looking forward the days of counting down.

you are right

you are right that I cannot handle it.
you are right that I am wrong.
you are right that I shouldn't be the one.
you are right that I should care of my words.
you are right that no one is wrong.
you are right that everything of mine is wrong.

the clown is tired.

Tired of entertaining..
It's my time to retire?
shall I just be the one I used to be?
Just be the one i used to be serious and no one would laugh at me.
sorry to the world it's all my fault.
giving u all the false hope.

back again

what am i doing now?
lol i am eating book now..
I committed a silly mistake yesterday.
It was really funny..
When I was driving to work, I was thinking what should i have for my breakfast.
As I was slightly "early" to reach.
When I was thinking, I didn't notice on the road sign and I turned into a road where I had not been before.
alas I got into a road which is heading to serdang @_@
Lol At last, i ended by being 10minute late for work.
The moral value of the story is never dream and focus on what I am doing.
just like the story of the young little girl who was about to sell her milk in the town and ended up by pouring everything on the floor.

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lion king

my favorite when i was young.. i miss those days. however this is life. look forward.

the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot to be something I'm not
I'm a fool out of love 'cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs and synchronize in time
It's a joke nobody knows, they've got a ticket to the show

Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show, just enjoy the show

I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show
I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show

YOU BELONG WITH ME




You're on the phone with your girlfriend
She's upset.
She's going off about something that you said
'Cuz she dosent get your humor like I do...
I'm in the room
It's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she dosen't like
And she'll never know your story like I do'

But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm in the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see, you
You belong with me

You belong with me
Walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say your fine
I know you better then that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know
Baby...
You belong with me

Oh'
I remember you drivin' to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know your about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me...

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time
How could you not know
Baby you belong with me
You belong with me

You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me

You belong with me...

I love this song so much...
You (dear beauty snowwhite c) belong with me =)

tired..

I am really tired recently. Can you just give me short break. All I wish to do is what i like. Don't force me to. When i say no. It really means no!!! PLEASE...

slept for 2 hours only.

It was a busy week. there are more coming in very soon. first of all on friday, after work my president called me said there's a meeting. I was like omg I thought the meeting has canceled. After that, I just found that it was just a wrong info. Then I rushed back and had a quick dinner and went for meeting. After meeting already late in the night. When i reached home I arranged on some stuff then only got to bed. On the next day went to work again. And again after work there's a call asking me to go repair computer in petaling jaya. Thus, after work i rushed to PJ and i finished everything at about 3sth then i went to my uncle's place to stay one night. I slept at about 4sth and woke up at 6sth to take bus back to cyber again. After reaching cyber, I had a quick bath and rush to work again. It was very very tiring day. After work we went for movie some more. I I am really tired of having this kind of life. I want to revert back to a normal life. Please.. I need a short break. I am not a robot.

never look at the back!

Me and two my of classmates were having dinner one day. After dinner, my "sista" suddenly said that I realize that you have said a lot of good things but in the past. Till then i just realized that I have been living in the past. Thanks sis for reminding me. I will wake up as soon as possible. =)

i missed it.

People always say shouldn't look at the back. However, I always miss myself in the past. I was a strong man if were to compare to know. I never think I should be as good as the past. At least as spiritual as the past. After falling please stand up. Don't think how pain it is. Just go forward and miracles will be awaiting us. Stay STRONG!!! KNOCKED OUT the "enemies"..

What is going on?

I have no idea what have i done. Really had some bad time recently. First of all, quarrel with mum. Then get unexpected terrible result. also being deducted mark for my tutorial. Worst my samsung omnia fail to start up after the firmware upgraded. I don't like this environment. seems like being controlled unwillingly. I hate staying in this environment. Hopefully everything will be fine soon. Last but not least, happy birthday to yueh ming.

happiest day

Previously I did a very big mistake and on the following day I came back to cyberjaya because I don't have the courage to face my mum. When i reached cyberjaya i really missed my mum so much. who knows she text-ed me and asked "when are you going to finish your business?" Actually before coming back to cyberjaya I told her that I am going to find some solutions on my tutorial. So she forgave me during the text-ing. So I decided to come back to bahau again on the second day. Though tiring i don't mind. In addition i need to get back cyberjaya on the next day also. when i reached Bahau my mum came and picked me up from the bus stop. When i got on the car. I kissed her and told her I love her so much. Then I saw tears swinging around her eyes. I was so happy that she forgave me. I told her I was sorry because I couldn't control myself on that day. On that day I was doing some editing on my friend's assignment and I got stuck on some parts. I was very pek cek on that time so i got impatient and replied in a very impatient way. Anyway really thank you mum.. I love you so much mum.. muacks..

I HATE MYSELF

While i was having my dinner.. my mum suddenly asked me a question "will you bring me into your house in future?" then i said i will then she asked me "what if your wife doesn't allow" then i started to stun. I hate people questioning about my future wife cause I don't even have a gf. Yet I have failed many times in relationship. So I just answered " look, i really cannot guarantee you what my wife will look like and i don't have a gf yet." I have no idea why i will speak out like tat. I HATE myself. I have never said something to cause her cry for quite some time. Why? can anyone tell me why? why will I be like that? I am not supposed to be. Though i really hope to have a gf and i don't want others to question me about my future gf. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrarrrrrrrrrrrrrrraskldjfl;kasdhfia['wejfgasfj;iupgaeo0[pl;kmjnhgeoa;koqwreakjbo

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falling in love?

I have not been falling in love for quite some time.. During this period I feel great on that.. However recently I think I am about to fall in love.. I really scared to get hurt before a relationship starts.. Perhaps in this sense I really look like a girl.. But if having a girlfriend then will be a different case.. Because can share with her everything and do not need to keep on hiding the feeling.. ish.. I have no idea what I am saying.. Of course i wish to have a gf.. but at the same time I scared to be rejected as well.. Do we really need to go through no pain no gain?

Not buying mac book pro

I am currently taking media innovation and I am learning those CS4 softwares. That leads to problems occurring to my old laptop. I bought my laptop 3 years back and it did not have graphic card at all and the ram is not really sufficient enough to generate to software. Everytime it prompts out an error please close this software bla.. bla.. bla.. and the whole pc went lag.. As a result I would need to change a new one.. even the campus's computer is better than me.. I told my mum that I will need to change laptop.. The price would be slightly expensive coz i would like to buy a long run one.. I wanted to buy the mac book pro.. at frist i choose the second pack.. And my mum said ok.. just need to save some money.. then i feel guilty and I told my mum never I will go for the first Pack which is rm1k cheaper.. At first I thought I can buy it by installment. who knows the sales person said they will only accept instalment for hsbc credit card holder.. Actually my parent said may be able to come down pj to buy one for me.. who know my younger brother involve in an event and everything ruined up.. I was very disappointing.. Thus, I choose to go outting with society.. I told my mum that just let him be.. Previously my brother promised not to join, yet he still join.. I wanted to go out a relaxing place therefore I told my mum no need to come.. Besides, I told her I am not going to buy mac book pro these recent days.. I am going to campus to use the software.. Disappointing but I think that is the way it should be.. First of all, I shouldn't give them such a burden to buy that.. I am not qualified to as well.. I should save up my money and buy myself.. Hopefully after this, I won't have much shopping to go.. coz once go shopping i will spend at least rm50.. I guess my aim will be reaching soon.. More Part time jobs awaiting me.. Be strong Vincent.. Be independent Vincent.. Don't always depend on parent..