lion king

my favorite when i was young.. i miss those days. however this is life. look forward.

the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot to be something I'm not
I'm a fool out of love 'cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs and synchronize in time
It's a joke nobody knows, they've got a ticket to the show

Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show, just enjoy the show

I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show
I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show

YOU BELONG WITH ME




You're on the phone with your girlfriend
She's upset.
She's going off about something that you said
'Cuz she dosent get your humor like I do...
I'm in the room
It's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she dosen't like
And she'll never know your story like I do'

But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm in the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see, you
You belong with me

You belong with me
Walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say your fine
I know you better then that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know
Baby...
You belong with me

Oh'
I remember you drivin' to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know your about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me...

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time
How could you not know
Baby you belong with me
You belong with me

You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me

You belong with me...

I love this song so much...
You (dear beauty snowwhite c) belong with me =)

tired..

I am really tired recently. Can you just give me short break. All I wish to do is what i like. Don't force me to. When i say no. It really means no!!! PLEASE...

slept for 2 hours only.

It was a busy week. there are more coming in very soon. first of all on friday, after work my president called me said there's a meeting. I was like omg I thought the meeting has canceled. After that, I just found that it was just a wrong info. Then I rushed back and had a quick dinner and went for meeting. After meeting already late in the night. When i reached home I arranged on some stuff then only got to bed. On the next day went to work again. And again after work there's a call asking me to go repair computer in petaling jaya. Thus, after work i rushed to PJ and i finished everything at about 3sth then i went to my uncle's place to stay one night. I slept at about 4sth and woke up at 6sth to take bus back to cyber again. After reaching cyber, I had a quick bath and rush to work again. It was very very tiring day. After work we went for movie some more. I I am really tired of having this kind of life. I want to revert back to a normal life. Please.. I need a short break. I am not a robot.

never look at the back!

Me and two my of classmates were having dinner one day. After dinner, my "sista" suddenly said that I realize that you have said a lot of good things but in the past. Till then i just realized that I have been living in the past. Thanks sis for reminding me. I will wake up as soon as possible. =)

i missed it.

People always say shouldn't look at the back. However, I always miss myself in the past. I was a strong man if were to compare to know. I never think I should be as good as the past. At least as spiritual as the past. After falling please stand up. Don't think how pain it is. Just go forward and miracles will be awaiting us. Stay STRONG!!! KNOCKED OUT the "enemies"..

What is going on?

I have no idea what have i done. Really had some bad time recently. First of all, quarrel with mum. Then get unexpected terrible result. also being deducted mark for my tutorial. Worst my samsung omnia fail to start up after the firmware upgraded. I don't like this environment. seems like being controlled unwillingly. I hate staying in this environment. Hopefully everything will be fine soon. Last but not least, happy birthday to yueh ming.

happiest day

Previously I did a very big mistake and on the following day I came back to cyberjaya because I don't have the courage to face my mum. When i reached cyberjaya i really missed my mum so much. who knows she text-ed me and asked "when are you going to finish your business?" Actually before coming back to cyberjaya I told her that I am going to find some solutions on my tutorial. So she forgave me during the text-ing. So I decided to come back to bahau again on the second day. Though tiring i don't mind. In addition i need to get back cyberjaya on the next day also. when i reached Bahau my mum came and picked me up from the bus stop. When i got on the car. I kissed her and told her I love her so much. Then I saw tears swinging around her eyes. I was so happy that she forgave me. I told her I was sorry because I couldn't control myself on that day. On that day I was doing some editing on my friend's assignment and I got stuck on some parts. I was very pek cek on that time so i got impatient and replied in a very impatient way. Anyway really thank you mum.. I love you so much mum.. muacks..

I HATE MYSELF

While i was having my dinner.. my mum suddenly asked me a question "will you bring me into your house in future?" then i said i will then she asked me "what if your wife doesn't allow" then i started to stun. I hate people questioning about my future wife cause I don't even have a gf. Yet I have failed many times in relationship. So I just answered " look, i really cannot guarantee you what my wife will look like and i don't have a gf yet." I have no idea why i will speak out like tat. I HATE myself. I have never said something to cause her cry for quite some time. Why? can anyone tell me why? why will I be like that? I am not supposed to be. Though i really hope to have a gf and i don't want others to question me about my future gf. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrarrrrrrrrrrrrrrraskldjfl;kasdhfia['wejfgasfj;iupgaeo0[pl;kmjnhgeoa;koqwreakjbo

my complicating feeling!!!

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Lover

LOVER

falling in love?

I have not been falling in love for quite some time.. During this period I feel great on that.. However recently I think I am about to fall in love.. I really scared to get hurt before a relationship starts.. Perhaps in this sense I really look like a girl.. But if having a girlfriend then will be a different case.. Because can share with her everything and do not need to keep on hiding the feeling.. ish.. I have no idea what I am saying.. Of course i wish to have a gf.. but at the same time I scared to be rejected as well.. Do we really need to go through no pain no gain?

Not buying mac book pro

I am currently taking media innovation and I am learning those CS4 softwares. That leads to problems occurring to my old laptop. I bought my laptop 3 years back and it did not have graphic card at all and the ram is not really sufficient enough to generate to software. Everytime it prompts out an error please close this software bla.. bla.. bla.. and the whole pc went lag.. As a result I would need to change a new one.. even the campus's computer is better than me.. I told my mum that I will need to change laptop.. The price would be slightly expensive coz i would like to buy a long run one.. I wanted to buy the mac book pro.. at frist i choose the second pack.. And my mum said ok.. just need to save some money.. then i feel guilty and I told my mum never I will go for the first Pack which is rm1k cheaper.. At first I thought I can buy it by installment. who knows the sales person said they will only accept instalment for hsbc credit card holder.. Actually my parent said may be able to come down pj to buy one for me.. who know my younger brother involve in an event and everything ruined up.. I was very disappointing.. Thus, I choose to go outting with society.. I told my mum that just let him be.. Previously my brother promised not to join, yet he still join.. I wanted to go out a relaxing place therefore I told my mum no need to come.. Besides, I told her I am not going to buy mac book pro these recent days.. I am going to campus to use the software.. Disappointing but I think that is the way it should be.. First of all, I shouldn't give them such a burden to buy that.. I am not qualified to as well.. I should save up my money and buy myself.. Hopefully after this, I won't have much shopping to go.. coz once go shopping i will spend at least rm50.. I guess my aim will be reaching soon.. More Part time jobs awaiting me.. Be strong Vincent.. Be independent Vincent.. Don't always depend on parent..

Finally ended up with tears.. wuwu

All these while I have been very very busy. I thought I have turned myself into a "man" instead of the past "fragile" man. It was raining and I was working next to tropicana city mall. The air-cond was very cold when my boss spoke to me, I replied him with my mouth shaking. I was not dare to ask him turning the air-cond down, because he was very angry for I couldn't solve the problem. Yet later on, I got another alternative way. He told me that he was not angry with me he was just got frustrated with the problems that he has been facing. Finally everything was being set up and I felt as though very stress. Later on, he got into a better mood. I was very scared that I couldn't solve the problem. After that, he brought me to ss2 to eat yong tau fu. There I saw Prince Cafe. It let me flash back the memory of first time meeting nicole kiew at midvalley. After dinner, they fetched me to the bus stop which is at Kelana Jaya. They are actually very kind. After an hour of shivering at the bus stop, the bus finally came. When I got into the bus, I suddenly recall that my mum called me before I went to work. She asked me whether or not I have enought of money. Then I told her not to worried I have enough to use. The next question that she asked was "will you feel suffered continue studying?" Then I replied ofcourse no. I like my course just that my laptop is outdated and perhaps should change. Guess what? she told me not to worried she will discuss with my dad. I was very touched. Honestly, I really feel guilty of taking money from them. She told me that she is very worried of me coz she scared I am not eating for I have reduced my weight for nearly 10kg. In the bus I kept on recalling what she had told me. And the scene of my dad appearing to me as well. There was once I really don't understand why my dad did this and that. But today I suddenly thought of last year's mooncake celebration day. I like mooncake a lot. every year i will be heaty during that season coz eat too much of mooncakes. However on last year, I was nearly not able to taste even a mooncake. At the last minute which was before my friend picked me up, my dad ran to the next door to buy few mooncakes for me. Though i told him not to do so because i was in a rush and didn't want to trouble anyone who knows he didn't care what i said just ran and got one for me. For all these while I have been doing things without my friends knowing and none of them asking or caring me. All these moments just my relatives and my family caring me. I have been suffering all these while for stress. who knows about it? my shoulder are very very heavy right now? unlike in the past i will show my stress, but now i will rather hide it till today, i cried. Recently I really don't have time to think of having a girlfriend. Unlike in the past, I was really eager to get one hopefully she can care and support me and in return i will care her more. Yet everything goes in the wrong direction which caused me getting hurt into deeper and deeper. Perhaps that makes me lacking of confident in order to get a new girlfriend. I would rather wait till her really comes. I really don't want to be affected during this time. I am clear that once i am being hurt everything will start from negative again. If YOU really love me, then keep loving me don't paused and play. It is really hurting. After few tears dropped in the bus, I told myself I will continue fighting for the stress and busy life-style though alone or with my friends. People always say cry is not the solution. That is right. But I am not solving my problem when i was crying. I was just got touched that I could get through the though route by myself and sometimes with my family. Hopefully in future my friends will be added in.

life changes..

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recently I am happy with myself, just able to be what I am. Unlike previously keep on pointing to myself. I am getting more and more brave recently. I brave to point out my opinion. However there is a but. but I feel that it's wrong to waste people's time. I really find that time is important. That makes me of changing my life. Besides, I found myself to be hardly trusting girls. I mean in terms of love. I really do feel that, love is a scary one. haha.. perhaps I haven't found my true love. Whenever i started to love a girl i will tell myself that not to step too much on her else i will repeat the history and keep on reminding myself not to fall in love. I hope till one day I will change my perspective. Today's work was very worth. Why would i say so? the reason is due to I have bought a lot a lot of things. At the beginning, I found a note of rm10 on the floor. How luckily i was. Later on, I went for a body check up. The advisor said everything to me is healthy and nothing goes wrong. Guess what? My weight has dropped for about 10kg since feburary. haha. so much first time drop so much. hehe. After lunch break, I was very free, then I went to find out the price for 1.5 l 7-up who knows it was really cheap it was rm1.20 only cheaper than 500ml which was rm1.5 haha.. then everyone was crazy for it. after that there is a promoter telling us that the buscuit was cheap as well the normal price was rm12 and the newest price was rm4 only.. so i bought 2 7-up and 6 buscuit and one dutch lady full cream milk. luck coming yeah.. haha i wonder when will my luck of love come?

update for updating

I have been so lazy for updating my blog. Life was great here. Recently I found myself to be more confident than before. Unfortunately, I found my life to be more and more hectic. more and more last min call for help and I will need to choose where to go due to too many opts. Any how my life in my campus is great. I didn't know a lot of friends but i know 1 or 2 good friends =). There were few friends came to me. They asked me for opinion, yet they don't listen to me. I am really tired. In order to solve a problem is try to think the most efficient way and the fastest way. Why do they need to turn one round wasting his or her time and might be wasting others time. It's so unfair right? Recently I got interested in creating webpages. But I have no idea on what content I should put. Designing part could be many. Well, I wish I could be paid for creating webapage =). I have thought of putting in me and my ex-girlfriend's experience. but does it sound interesting? or I shouldn't put on that? Is there any suggestion? Please comment.

First time drove to PJ alone.

I haven't been updating my blog for a very very long time. I was very busy recently, I had 3 jobs in one month. mon-fri as a data entry, night time - computer technician, weekend-promoter. However I did really enjoy myself for this kind of life style. After jobs ended, school started again. As for the first week, I was very free, so I went back to hometown. Who knows, when I reached back to my hometown, my phone rang and got informed that there will be a meeting being held on the next day. Later on, another call again, this time is the company who asked me to fix the computer on the next day again. Then I started to think how good if I can drive so that it will be much more convenient to me. Thus, I asked my mum if she allows me to do so. Suprisingly, she allow me. I was happy with worried. Haha because I haven't drove there alone. Ofcourse I got there safely and reached home safely. The suprising part was when I was on my way back. I was using touch n go. I went to the petrol kiosk in the half way of going back. I was worried of my touch n go card would drop so I kept into my pocket. Who knows after filling up the petrol, I found my touch n go card was gone. My friend started to be nervous. I was still very calm. haha, kept on thinking law of attraction will help me. Who knows when we were about to reach the toll I found my card in my pocket. I was so lucky, haha.. that proofs the power of "the secret".

Lucky Vincent will always go lucky =)

happy tiring day =)

I hurt my pointer finger when I was searching my key to unlock the door. Who knows I careless grabbed on a shaver. AND I got SHAVED on my pointer finger. haha.. As you can see there is a sign as though a chinese code. which is "wang" king. haha. Was it about to say that I am success? haha.. well I hope so. Early in the morning, I woke just because I need to print out and submit the assignment. My groupmates and me was searching everywhere in the campus for printing due to printer problems in every where. haha. We were in the campus since 9am till 12.30noon when I reached home I did some searching about networking, who knows time pass so fast. It reached 3pm where we were supposed to meet again to do the power point presentation. After creating one. I rushed to the bus stop because I was about to go PJ to help my boss to fix the networking. The place was around Tropicana City Mall, before that I didn't know where was it located. I was about to take bus to Kelana Jaya and from Kelana Jaya take bus to Tropicana City Mall. who knows there was a huge traffic jam and i missed the bus. Then I tried to think myself how to get there. After the bus passed through the kdu college I saw a sign board which can turn into Tropicana City, but there was no way for the bus to stop. When the bus stopped, I am already quite a distance from there already. I tried to figure out how to get there. I took 30min to reach there. Wow an exiciting one because I don't really know where does it locate before I went there. I reached there at about 7.30pm and the networking was a bit complicating due to the password stuff. I made it but the time was 1am. I was shocked, I was worried also so I text-ed my uncle who is staying nearby. Luckily, he replied my msg. After jobs are done, the boss offered me a supper, I was hungry at that time but I prefer sleeping so I rejected him. He insisted to fetch me home. Luckily he insisted to do so, else I will need to sleep at the road side. haha. Previously, I thought just help him as voluntary who knows he gave me RM50 I was really shocked. I asked would it be too much because I am not an expert. He said nono you should have that. I was really happy. haha. After he dropped me to my uncle's house I went to bed immediately, because I need to wake up at 5.30am on the second day to get back to Cyberjaya due to working in alamanda. On the next day when i got back to Cyberjaya I just noticed that I didn't have any meal on that day. haha but I was happy because I made full used of my time =)